i am roaming around like a ghost in the house with nothng to do while everyone sleeps, oh this stupid JET LAG. but thanx to this trustworthy laptop which i am gonna be away from for 20 days as i am going to shamim mamis house, i have been able to cope a bit with my spare hours. i am one of those writing freaks who like to write a lot. anjum mami gave me this beautifulllllll swade(i am sure the spellings r wrong) diary which after loads of struggle about 'to write or not to write', i have started to use. i cant even explain how beautiful that diary is (i know only those people can relate tot his who are fellow freaks:) ). abdullah gets up at 6 in the morning by himself to go to the madrassa when everyone else is asleep, thats what i call descipline. he is doing hifz may Allah make it easier for him. yesterday we ewent to the park to ride..... hmmmmm abdullah was riding an ancient bike with no air int he tyres as i washogging his new one moohahahahaah. anjum mami promised to lend me a pair of bigger roller skates when i come back. i cant wait for them, i am 20 going to 10 i think